I’m tired of sweeping it
all under the rug,
of not acknowledging
the harms of an abundance
of clutter.
Yet I am a collector,
every broken piece, loose-end
and so on,
has fallen about,
my feet
regardless of redundancy.
I”m not comfortable enough
in my own skin
to leave it on —
too disgusted with myself
to pick all the empty suits
off the floor.
I’ve yet to come to terms
with the simple fact
that self-preservation
comes by way
of a controlled burn
at times.
With that, I curl my tail
all the way back,
and start to gnaw.
It’s all going to the same place
anyway.